haiz.. it is raining now. hope tat it will stop soon. wanna go down and play. haiz. but yupps. hmm.. tmr is camp.. and i haven't even started packing yet. juz too lazy.. dun even haf the mood. haiz. i like can't be bothered wif anything.. even can't be bothered to show my parents my booklist.. haiz. and the best thing is..? my books are supposed to be collected by today.. the last day. haiz. so now i won't haf any books.. but do i care..? no... i will juz wait until the last minuted and den start panicking. haiz. it like juz so me la. haha.
I DUN WANT A PINK JERSEY...!!! who the hell wears a pink jersey?!! definitely not me!! i will look like some retarded pink power ranger. and can u imagine if the jersey sizes get screwed up and i get a small? den i will look like a constipated pink ranger. argh..!! and i thought gold was bad! WHY PINK..??!! pink is sooooo not my colour! haiz.. forget it la. i guess it's the price to pay if i wanna be on the team rite? haiz.. anywae.. maybe it won't be too bad. yupps.
sometimes i tink i neva appreciate wat i haf.. or like treasure wat i got which i wanted for a long time. i mean like.. take the jersey thing.. let's say i get into the team and haf to wear the pink jersey.. and i start complaining and sulking and all tat.. i dun appreciate the chance given to me. other ppl wouldn't mind wearing the jersey if only they were given the chance to play. so i guess i am a person who doesn't treasure wat is given to me.
haiz.. i wish i wasn't like tat. life would be much easier for me and i wouldn't feel so bad and guilty all the time. haiz.. but life is not always perfect rite?

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