i felt so screwed up today.. at least i managed to right a few wrongs.. but in the process.. did i make things worse? i dunno. wat happens if i did? would i lose a dear fren..? how could i not haf seen how much had changed? does tat make me a bad fren..? why didn't i bother trying to show her how much she was changing for the worse..? i dunno who u are. i would haf neva believed it.. if not for....
haiz.. today cried a few times.. wasn't much tears. and it wasn't anyone's fault. juz alot of things put together. wonder why everything affects me.. why should i even bother in the first place? why should i even get so worked up abt it?
haiz.. i feel really disappointed wif myself. for letting ppl down. I'M SORRY*. when u said tat i only disappoint u.. i neva thought i heard a more hurtful thing.. until u said tat bball was more impt. but i guess.. it's my fault. anywae.. let's juz put it behind us kay..? u are the most impt person to me.. and i love u the most. i am sorry for all the times when i had let u down.. or hurt u or disappointed u. thanx for everything u haf done for me and given me.. i love u..!
guess i feel lighter now..?
Y 8:21 PM
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