damnit. wrote a damn long entry.. and did it come out?? NOOooo... of course not. bloody hell. haiz. let go let go let go. there's no point holding on rite? cuz no matter wat.. nothing will go back to how it was once upon a time ago. i dun deserve u.. neither do i deserve anyone. i juz keep breaking hearts. why? i guess... it's juz me? and tat's the downside of it? haiz. if love ever finds me.. would i give it a chance? i dunno. shld i juz shut the door? maybe i shld. i shld not want wat is someone else's. so i'm gonna let go. did u noe.. my birthday juz passed? did u noe.. i had my most depressing birthday? sweet sixteen... whoever said tat was a liar. bet he is in hell now. cuz liars go to hell. sweet sixteen my ass. tears were wat i had. 1 day 2 days 3 4 and 5 days. didn't noe when it would stop. but it did eventually. but tears were wat i had cuz tears were wat i deserved. ah well... u noe.. if i ever find tat bloody ass of a person who passed the rumours abt me in church... he will be damn sorry he ever did. U TINK U DAMN COOL IS IT?? NO LIFE ARH? bloody hell. u tink i so free to make out wif ppl is it? sheesh. wow. imagine making out wif someone during con camps in a row.. and wif the same person some more. wow! u dunno.. u neva see wif ur own eyes.. den u dun anyhow say. wat the hell man? me bringing him to a room and sitting on his lap and den saying dun let anyone noe abt this? wat u tink i am?? i slut is it? den it is DAMN obvious tat u dunno me at all. and plz la. sec 3 con camp i was wif someone.. would i go and make out wif another person RIGHT UNDER HIS FREAKING NOSE??are u mad?? i tell u.. if i EVER find tat person who started all these stupid nonsensical rumours.. i will personally SKIN him ALIVE.. BOIL him.. FRY him.. COOK him in curry. stupid person. nothing better to do. sheesh. SOOOOO angry. aye. shall not let this moron affect me. hah. okaes. i am better now. let out all my anger. okie dokies. i'm ok.
*tears in heaven for me*
Y 7:29 PM
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