they say tat if u love somebody.. u should tell them before it's too late. but wat happens if u tell them.. but they dun feel the same way u do.. or they haf another person in their life? den wouldn't it be better not to tell them in the first place and save tat heartache? haiz. i dunno. maybe it's better to forget them totally. haiz. sometimes i try to look on the bright side.. even though it's totally unreal.. i will tink of something tat will make me feel better. but it's soo fake i find it hard to believe too. like sometimes i will tink tat the reason he doesn't wanna come is cuz of the other person. like when i ask him out.. he will say who is going. and den when i tell him.. he will suddenly say. oh i dun tink i can go. something like tat. but den again.. i always tink too much and haf an over-imaginative imagination. and like i said. i gotta make myself feel better. anywae.. these days being feeling really hyper. and den today i felt the after effects. u noe the stoning.. the depressive feeling.. the lethargic-ness. haha. oh well.

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