Monday, September 19, 2005
f*ck myself.
dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me.
why can't i juz dun haf this fickle-ness in me?
why can't i juz stick and be happy wif one guy?
why can't i juz haf a long r/s instead of constant short ones?
why can't i stop hurting ppl?
why can't i juz stop hurting myself?
why WHY WHY?
i guess...
if i knew why..
i would be in RGS.
wouldn't i?
i guess..
tat if i didn't haf this fickle-ness..
i wouldn't be me.
-forgetting the old times
trying but i can't.
Y 1:38 PM