okaes. i'm in a BIG dilemma.shld i run for the main comm elections? or shld i not?i'm scared. like realllly.i didnt really entertained the thought of running till now.Shawn asked me if i was running, and i said no.i said cuz i tink i cant do work and will crack under stress and like i doubt anyone would vote for me. and he said something real nice. he said tat if i ran, he would help me campaign. :) SMILES.although i dunno if he really meant it, but it still made me touched.how? i feel tat i cant really do work, yet i tink being in the main comm is a good opportunity. but i'm REALLY scared tat i wont get ANY votes. hahha.so malu la.imagine my name being the last one on the list.wont noe where to put my face. heehee. i care alot abt my "face" la. haha.hmm. i'm gonna sit on this and really tink.i wont run without joanne Jo-An though.take away this emptiness inside of me.
i dun like it.
Y 9:30 PM
