haiz.. i am so lagging in my studies. come home and study everyday and nothing seems to go into my head. haiz. my chem and physics will go down.. so will my lit. haiz. which idiotic moron can't pass LIT?.. only mE!Me!mE! haiz..
dunno wat is going on wif me. me and ernest broke up.. after 2 weeks together. haha. kinda expected actually.. anywae.. didn't tink we go far. haha. haiz.. dun wanna go for choir.. feel like such a moron standing there.. by myself. and when everyone is peace-ing each other and hugging each other.. i stand there like a freak. haiz..
anywae.. nothing much is happening in skool. unless u count a lamb drinking a whole bottle of viagra.. haha. cuz me char and mel were eating at 85 market. tiffy and nick went back to skool. and den we were.. actually mel was making animal sounds[eg. horse, goat, lamb..etc.] and suddenly charmi gave this weird-sounding lamb sound. haha. like a sudden outburst.. and me and mel were like.. tat so does not sound like a lamb.. and den i said it sounded like a lamb who drank a whole bottle of viagra. haha. den it kinda triggered off.. erm.. somethings.. which should not be included in this blog.. haha..
anywae.. i tink i shld stop here.. dunno wat else to write. haha. anywae. for ppl taking history.. remb to check this webbie..
http://www.johndclare.net/causes_of_world_war_two_revision.htm
it's good...

//-i gave up everything i had for somethinhg tat juz would not last.. but i refuse to cry.. no tears will fall from these eyes..-//

Y 2:06 PM

//Baby i love u and I'll neva let u go..
But if I haf to..
boy I tink tat u should noe..
All the love we made can neva be erased
And I promise u tat u will neva be replaced
I love u..
yes I do
I'll be wif u
as long as u want me to
until the end of time..
From the day I met u
I knew we'd be together
And now I noe I wanna be with u foreva
I wanna marry u
and I wanna haf ur kids
Things could neva compare to the feeling of ur kisses..
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
u make me thank god tat I live my life everyday
There's neva been a doubt..
in my mind..
Tat I regret ever having u by my side
But if the day comes tat I haf to let u go..
I tink there's something I should probably let u noe..
Enjoyed everyday tat I spent wif u..
and I will miss u cuz I'm happy tat I had u at all..
Baby i love u and I'll neva let u go..
But if I haf to..
boy I tink tat u should noe..
All the love we made can neva be erased..
And I promise u tat u will neva be replaced..
i love u..
yes I do..
I'll be wif u
as long as u want me to
until the end of time..
[...Neva Be Replaced...~1st Ladi~]

this song is so sweet. haiz. doesn't suit me at all. not at all.. haiz. anywae. i gotta go.

-i neva seem to get wat i want. i am alwaes giving ppl wat they want. why is life so unfair?-

Y 10:50 AM