to be a GIORDANO-IAN again or not to be a GIORDANO-IAN.tat is the question.Labels: choices
Y 1:46 AM
i learnt one thing from blog hopping and viewing ppl's profiles..i tend to get E-M-O.HAHA!i'm serious.like.. let's say i am seeing this person's blog and he/she is emo.I GET AFFECTED. talk abt being sensitive. haha.really.. or if i am viewing someone's profile and he/she is attached.I GET EMO TOO. argh. i tink i got too much time on my hands tat's why.could be.yeps. must be.should be.i mean.. why else rite? RITE. i can't shake the feeling tat i am bluffing myself.<emo>aiya. i dunno la.just feel tat there's really got to be more to life. and like something is just missing..in me, in my life.. in something.just got to figure what it is. to me,it feels like there is something tat i want. REALLY want.i just can't figure what it is.just this.. what's the word for it?.. erm.. "longing"?</emo>haha. maybe it's just a lack of sleep.or maybe it's too much sleep.aye. this shows tat i haf MUCH too MUCH time on my hands.SOLUTION?
GET A JOB!GET SOME EXERCISE!GET MY BUTT MOVING!someday we'll noe
why love can move a mountain.
someday we'll noe
why the sky is blue.
someday we'll noe
why i wasn't meant for you.
Labels: emo-ish
Y 1:12 AM
i dun believe anything tat u tell me. i am NOT gonna believe anything tat u tell me either.u keep doing and saying the same things over and over.it's been a year plus. and throughout, it's always the same story.i might have believed it once or twice, fell for it once or twice.got upset one or twice.but hey, we always end up with the same picture again.and now tat u just did it again.aye. i'm not gonna listen to ur lies anymore.aye. i feel emo.
i noe i am still young and all, and dun haf to worry abt anything just yet.
but.. i'm really starting to tink tat i wont be able to get married after all.
haha. i'm serious.
i've been thinking..
maybe i should become a nun.
rather than risking a possibility of having TEN marriages.
haha.
AGNES says:
LOU. i only wish to attend one of ur weddings. not TEN. just one will do. dun haf to invite me for all TEN of them.
She's super mean, i swear. haha.
okaes. back to the emo point.
i just cant seem to find the right person who suits me.
and yeahs. i do want to haf a really long relationship.
but i am really scared to give it a chance cuz i'm not sure if i am capable or not.
i tink it's more of the "or not" part. =(
i tink my relationships record is reallt pathetic. truely.
i mean my loser record for the longest relationship is like 4 mths.
and tat record was set 3 years ago?
and all relationships since, haf not exceeded 2 mths. :)
i'm such a pathetic loser. **aye. words. of encouragement.*
okaes. i just discovered the cause of my emo-ness.
and tat is SLEEPY-ness.
so my emo-ness is brought on by a bout of sleepy-ness. haha.
go figure.
oh which reminds me.
haha.
Kannan and I had this awfully riduculous MSN conversation the other day.
very retarded. READ.
4/25/2007
louDESKER. says:
let's just drop it
hahaa
we are both not making sense
kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
huh?
i tot i was making sense and that you were not making sense and you thought that i was not making sense when actualy i was making more sense then wat senseyou were trying to sense out
louDESKER. says:
eh.
i was the one with the most sense who was making the most sense unlike u with little sense acting like u are making the most sense. where is the sense in tat man?
kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
how would i know where is the sense that you claimed to have had. if only you could come to your senses and see that the one who made sense was me and not you wif your false sense of sense
louDESKER. says:
u senseless person trying to act as though u got sense when u obviously donot haf a sense of sense so please stop acting as though u haf a lot of sense and tat u ae making alot of sense when u are really not making any sense
kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
yes and do you think are a making better sense then me? hmm i beg to differ frm this false sense of objectivity and bring you to the main point that you serioussly trying to make sense using wat lil common sense you have and then trying to understand the sense behind wat i term as your gibberish nonsense
louDESKER. says:
well. even if u did haf any sense it'll probably not be common. after this whole senseless conversation with u.. i've come to a sensibleconclusion tat we are both sensible ppl who are bored out of our senses and just, pardon the language, talking cock
haha. arent we oh-so-cute-and-lovable? :)
Labels: he is so cute
Y 1:33 AM
the new fifty-cent fish.be cool; GO AND GET IT. :)JOEL says: lectures now wont be so boring.u can haf fish fights, elbow rests, head rests, amusements etc.the new fifty-cent fish.CATCH IT. Labels: it's a disease.
Y 12:26 AM
okok. i noe it's ABIT late. but...here's the week 0 orientation post. haha.WADDD? better late den neva.haha. ANYWAE. let's just sum everything up ok?Orientation rocks.We had fun.1B06 is AMAZING.Nina and I are the best.Business won the war. AGAIN.it's really fun. it really helped tat o6 is very OEI. hahaa. so happy. :))and the ppl tat make up o6 are really fun.haha. i have my "BAOBEI" :)2 newly named ppl.wen jie = justin.eden = edward.shameen kept laughing at me cuz well.. me BEING me is like ultra blurrr.so HALF the time i'm like.. HAHA. i dunno wat's going on.oh! oh! oh!and BUSINESS WON THE WAR AGAIN.at the end of the two days, i was damn shagged.i lost my voice for like a few days. **my brothers were celebrating**but it was all worth it.and i neva lost my voice before so it was a fun experience.hahaha. first time i sounded sexy. HAHA.oh yes. after the second day, went for Jam&Hop.haha. had a fun time with the girls except at one point of time.when this guy came behind me and started "banging" me.OMGOD. traumatised. haha.PICTURES;
**
my baobei is in the middle:)**
Labels: let's boogie till the break of dawn
Y 11:00 PM
i miss 1Bo9.:(
terribly.Labels: achy heartache-ness
Y 10:32 PM
argh. i give up trying to fix my previous post.it's like all screwed up. or maybe it's just me. haha.whatever.ANYWAE. this post is dedicated to MIAH.MIAH wants me to write ALL abt his nice-ness.how he is soo nice and kind and ya-da ya-da.oh yes. he is so nice.so very nice.never met anyone nicer den him.i dun tink anyone can match up to his niceness.I'M C-RYE-US! **heehee. it's supposed to be serious.he is the NICEST person ever. really. u will never EVER meet anyone as nice as him.yups. and i am THIN! stick thin.LET'S CELEBRATE
OPPOSITE DAY TODAY! =))
Week 0 orientation post coming up soon.some time.i tink.hopefully.most probably.we'll see.Labels: let's celebrate the DAY of OPPOSITES.
Y 3:42 AM
continued..sunday - 15th April.
so we had a pisang chalet.
the beginning was really sad cuz it was only me, jon and joanne.
haha. oh.. but the DTE chalet is sooo much bigger den Sentosa.
DTE the chalet is soo very big ah.
Wah! so big!
Wah! so big!
haha. i am soo lame.
;
soo nice rite. TAKE DTE! dun take Sentosa!
ANYWAE. my Pisang siblings all came at nite except for Jia Min.
and they gave me a LOVELY surprise. =)
STRUDEL! yummy!
yummy yummy yummy, i got love in my tummy. =))
and of course i got sabo-ed luhh. haha. look at this.
my lovely surprise. =) ;
;
HAHAHA!
i love my siblings. haha.
den later on i went to drink at Fisher's with Jin Hui.
and tat was the 15th of April 2007.
Monday - 16th April.
SL tea party.
haha. it was quite fun.
i had another birthday cake!
and a surprise from Joanne and Gekku. =)
LOVES!
i had MANGO cake. another fave.
but it was abit sour though.
haha. and guess wat!
i got sabo-ed a SECOND TIME.
argh! i had oily creamy face for the whole day.
my one half of my present from Gekku and Joanne. =)
;
after SL tea party waited a VERY LONG time for Cai and Kannan.
my poor tummy nearly died from the wait. haha.
so me and Jolene started a small karaoke session.
and a cam-whoring session too. =)
heehee. we screamed out as many lyrics as possible.
as much as we knew.
haha.
SERENE U LOVED OUR SINGING RITE?
haha. after tat we went for dinner at Dr 6 at Pasir Ris.
and later on we went for a drive in Mud's and Tk's car.
**nono. they dun own a car together. it's TWO separate cars. TSK TSK.
we went to East Coast Park to emo abit and later headed to Simpang.
me, Joyce and Jolene were singing like mad in Mud's car.
HAHA. it was damn fun.
i tell u we were shagged by the time we reached back. haha.
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PICTURES;
look at Cai's face. i can't decide if it is filled with estacy esctacy pleasure or pain.
i dunno wat i want.
fickle-ness kills.
Labels: parrr-tayy time.
Y 2:13 AM
i love my friends to bits i tell u.
haha. happy birthday to me:)heehee. i neva had a birthday tat lasted so long.friday - 13th April.went to 85 for small SAC reunion/birthday celebration.met Linette, Mels, Cheryl and Ally.it was so fun catching up on lost time. =)and they gave me this really sweet box of chocs and butter fudge from Mark & Spencer's.it was really cute and butterfly-ie.thanx guys! =)many love:)saturday - 14th April.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!met Tiffy, Abby, Agnes and Pat at Century for Bomber's.hahaha. lots of catching upit was damn fun with Agnes and her sotong.
Pat and her sudden barks of laughter.Tiffy and Abby with their "high fives!"haha. let me tell u.we were like in our own world.talking loudly and stuff.hahaha. one point of time,if i remembered correctly,Pat said DAMN LOUDLY,"cut my balls!" or something along those lines la.haha. and the rest of us were like PPATTTT! omg!
haha. and..OMFG!my besties got me my TOPSHOP skirt! AHHHH! ilTHEM!ANYWAE. after Bomber's we headed down to Fisherman's.we drank and talked and talked and drank.and we got to noe this lady who was sooo nice.she's so sweet i tell u. haha. she told me some of the worst pick up lines.
"hey baby, it's my birthday. are u gonna be my present?"well. tat's the only one i cld remember. haha.Abby and Tiffy gave me a LOVELY surprise.a swensen's ice-cream cake *oh no. tat is not the surprise*and *this is the surprise* a handbag and a tee which i really likedand a really sweet card. haha. I LOVE YOU GUYS! :)den Nat came down ard 1-ish and we walked home.Day Pics.
us at Bomber's.
patty being petty! HAHA! =)
cam-whoring on the way to Fisher's.
and finally, the awesome foursome at Fisher's. =)sunday - 15th April. "D-day"had Pisang chalet.my darling Pisangs bought me the thing which i haf been craving for, for the longest time...STRUDEL!AHH! *drools*anywae. shall stop here first.will continue later on.LOVES;i noe i'm praying for much too much,
but could u send back
the only man she loved.
my biggest regret.
Y 2:32 PM
i really like this song.really touching, sweet and definitely emo-ish.DEFINITELY.but i wanted the version sang by Kellie Coffey.but oh wells.this is gooood anyhow.ANYWAE. i had SL camp. :)from mon till wed.it was pretty ok.*LEPUS! =)could never really noe how to pronounce the name.sighs.what kind of member am i right?haha. but anyhow. i tink the camp would haf been better if the team had clicked better.den like if everyone was very "ons!",it would haf been really fun.hahaha. chey.. i say as though i played a very big part in the grp like that.haha. i was one of the quiet ones ok.yeah yeahs. i noe.it's hard to believe that i was quiet.BUDDDD.. i was. HAR!HAR!OHH! i found a long-lost twin sister in camp.how cool is that? haha. okla. not say really twin.but somehow close?haha. i am sooo amused by it. she's mixed, so am i.she took chinese in kindergarden, so did i.she took malay after tat, so did i.we even got the exact same lousy malay grades. HAHA!we like to laugh.she likes to burp. i like to errr.. hehs. let's keep tat a secret. =))her birthday and mine falls in the SAME month.and we are a day apart.hahaha. cool rite?haha. okaes. i'm just bored.so i am sooo amused by it. HAHA.but anywae.
for being a wonderful FA to us. =DANYWAE. so camp ended on wed rite?i left for malaysia on thurs. went to attend my cousin's wedding.and omgoodness.my cousins are realllly old.i mean.. half of them are married and haf children.and not say 1 or 2.some even haf 3!heehee. i was mean.i went to disturb my father.u see.. my mummy has 10 siblings in all. *including her*she's the 9th one.so i asked her how old her oldest sibling was.and she said a few years older den my father.and den i turned to my father and said.."boy, are u old."HAHA! i'm sucha meanie. of course there is a much longer story to that..buttt.. hehe. let's not tarnish my impeccable image.*nopes. i do not understand wat does "impeccable" mean*yeps. tat was my week. i came back on monday.so i kinda disappeared for a week.and.. well. nobody cared really.sighs.how depressing is tat thought?ugh.unwanted AND unloved.annnnnnddddd...okaes. my 30-sec of emo-airtime is up.heehee. ANYWAE.
i took many many many MANY photos. *of course.*and i would upload them here.budddd... the stupid blogger system in my com is ALL in CHINESE.dun understand a bloody thing.sighs.OHH! it's april 11th! and omgoodness!I ACTUALLY HAF MONEY LEFT IN MY ACCOUNT.unbelievable. haha. i'm sucha weirdo.if i could steal
one final glance,
one final step,
one final dance with him
i'd play a song that would never ever end
Y 6:14 PM
my lovely surprise. =) 
my one half of my present from Gekku and Joanne. =)
