i am bored. i am bored. camp sucks.. it's super boring..! haiz. i am bored. are u bored? nope. i dun tink so. but i am bored. i am a pretty bored girl. haha. u noe wat am i?? bored!! yesh! u noe who is bored? yes! me! aye. so smart. are u bored? i tink i am crapping. do u tink i am crapping? i tink i am. do u agree tat i am crapping? i tink u will agree tat i am crapping rite. aye. tat's how bored i am.. i start crapping when i am bored. do u do tat when u are bored? i tink u dun crap when u are bored rite..? hmm.. how many times did i say bored and crap? i tink many many times.. am i irritating u? i am irritating myself. haiz. i am bored.. are u bored?
okok. i will stop. i hate agnes. did u see wat she wrote in the previous entry? so rubbish. aye. i am bored. so i will stop here before i irritate the crap out of u. haha. byes..!
*muacks*

Y 6:09 PM

me. wat abt me? ONE word. screwed. why? why? why did i go and do tat things tat i did? why was i so bad? why was i so cold? why am i regretting wat i did den now? "suitcases full of regrets". haiz. but i guess like wat tiffy said. maybe it's better this way. maybe it's meant to be. but.. i guess i'm hurt tat u didn't tell me tat u were going. u promised we will be frens. and i thought frens tell each other things. or maybe things like.. i'm leaving. i guess this is retribution. wanted to wish u well.. but i tink it was better if i juz left u alone. hope u got the present from us. but if u didnt. den well. i guess tat's tat. nothing more i can say.
tears. i hate tears. but yet i've been crying for 3 days straight. when will this stop? at least one thing good came out of this thing.. it made me reflect and tink. and i knew tat all the long i was dragging it. so i shldn't drag it.
anywae. FUCK! wat the hell. hate the stupid person who was spreading the rumours. nth better to do is it? next time confirm wateva u saw and not juz spread it.
i hate my birthday. sweet sixteen??! bullshit!

Y 6:09 PM

okaes. havent updated for a looong. so now.. shall update abt EVERYTHING.
so far i am lucky. the rtc hasn't called my parents or told ms tan abt the discipline thing yet. but if they tell ms tan.. i am so dead. haiz. i guess i shldn't haf met him.. i am sorry *dearr for meeting him and making u angry. haiz. this whole thing juz suxs. i am like living in constant fear of when they gonna call me. haiz
anywae.. yesterday had CIP.. flag day. quite fun la. haha. i got alot of noes! haha. called most of my frenz to donate to me. my dearr gave me $5.. so nice rite. haha. den pat's senior gave me 5 bucks also.. haha. den pat was damn pissed cuz tat was HER senior.. yet she gave me. haha. sorry pattings. heex..! den i asked kim guan to donate also. haha. den went to his block there to get money from him.. den he open his wallet and dump his coins all out. den agnes and pat started takin all the coins.. den i only got 50 cents. out of all the coins.. 50 CENTS~! haiz. haha. den later we went to 230. when were there.. kim guan call me and asked us whether we wanna go orchard. so we decided to go la.. haha. den while we were waiting for him.. we had a competition. see who could get the most ppl to donate. haha. and guess who won? ME! (*pui*) haha. yupps. haha. anywae.. we went to meet kim guan and his fren.. err.. i tink his name was ying haw. yar.. when we reached the mrt station.. me pat and aggy decided to go to bugis.. and den.. kim guan and ying haw decided to come too. haha. yupps.. den on the train.. we saw my dearr and his frenz. haiz. den they only donate 1 dollar to me. haiz. haha. but nvm la. haha. and agnes was so interested in giving them stickers. haha. she and her stickers. yar. so overall.. it was quite fun. haha. and some ppl got some admirers arh. haha. ssshh.. shan't say. ahha. kk. i will stop here.

[ dearr*.. i am sorry for hurting u. i really didnt mean to. i really very sorry. hope tat u still love me the most.. plz dun be so jealous ok. i love u..]
ps.. anyway i think agnes rocks my world cuz she's e prettiest, sweetest, bestest, absolute greatest, unreplacable-er..est?.. (and e list goes on!) basketball captain i could EVER have! Yay!!

Y 12:51 PM