wat can i say? it's HOT! very HOT!
Y 3:13 PM
Every now and den.. we find a special friend
Who neva lets us down,
Who understands it all,
Reaches out each time u fall,
U're the best fren tat I've found
I noe u can't stay
A part of u will neva ever go away
Ur heart will stay
*I'll make a *wish* for u..
And hope it will come true.
If life will just be kind,
To such a gentle mind.
And If u lose ur way..
Tink back on yesterday,
Remember me this way
Remember me this way*I don't need eyes to see..
The love u bring to me,
No matter where I go..
And I noe tat u'll be there.
For ever more a part of me.. u're everywhere
I'll always care!
*I'll make a -wish- for u.
And hope it will come true.
If life will just be kind,
To such a gentle mind
And if u lose ur way..
Think back on yesterday.
Remember me this way..
Remember me this way..*
And I'll be rite behind ur shoulder watching u.
I'll be standing by ur side in all u do.
And I won't ever leave.. as long as u believe
You just believe...
Y 8:11 PM
damnit. wrote a damn long entry.. and did it come out?? NOOooo... of course not. bloody hell. haiz. let go let go let go. there's no point holding on rite? cuz no matter wat.. nothing will go back to how it was once upon a time ago. i dun deserve u.. neither do i deserve anyone. i juz keep breaking hearts. why? i guess... it's juz me? and tat's the downside of it? haiz. if love ever finds me.. would i give it a chance? i dunno. shld i juz shut the door? maybe i shld. i shld not want wat is someone else's. so i'm gonna let go. did u noe.. my birthday juz passed? did u noe.. i had my most depressing birthday? sweet sixteen... whoever said tat was a liar. bet he is in hell now. cuz liars go to hell. sweet sixteen my ass. tears were wat i had. 1 day 2 days 3 4 and 5 days. didn't noe when it would stop. but it did eventually. but tears were wat i had cuz tears were wat i deserved. ah well...u noe.. if i ever find tat bloody ass of a person who passed the rumours abt me in church... he will be damn sorry he ever did. U TINK U DAMN COOL IS IT?? NO LIFE ARH? bloody hell. u tink i so free to make out wif ppl is it? sheesh. wow. imagine making out wif someone during con camps in a row.. and wif the same person some more. wow! u dunno.. u neva see wif ur own eyes.. den u dun anyhow say. wat the hell man? me bringing him to a room and sitting on his lap and den saying dun let anyone noe abt this? wat u tink i am?? i slut is it? den it is DAMN obvious tat u dunno me at all. and plz la. sec 3 con camp i was wif someone.. would i go and make out wif another person RIGHT UNDER HIS FREAKING NOSE?? are u mad?? i tell u.. if i EVER find tat person who started all these stupid nonsensical rumours.. i will personally SKIN him ALIVE.. BOIL him.. FRY him.. COOK him in curry. stupid person. nothing better to do. sheesh. SOOOOO angry. aye. shall not let this moron affect me.hah. okaes. i am better now. let out all my anger. okie dokies. i'm ok.*tears in heaven for me*
Y 7:29 PM
aye. i love my dearr to bits. sometimes i juz can't stand him.. sometimes i juz wanna hug him foreva. he is juz soooo cute. haha. can't stand it. like.. now.. he tries to be a good boy and do his hmk. haha. tat's according to him la. tell me tat he and jun wei stay in skool to finish hmk. aye. dunno whether true or not.. but muz trust him. haha. den today went to his house cuz AGNES LAU QI LING had a big stomach ache so went to his house to make maggi mee. so i decided to help him wif his hmk! haha. so fun! crossword puzzles! den i wanted to bring home and do.. cuz very fun!! but.. den.. he dun allow me. haha. he said tat he wanted to do himself. aye. selfish! haha. but soo fun! haha. but den arh.. tat piece of hmk.. was dued on 21 march. and now is wat date? haha. but at least.. according to agnes.. better late den neva. haha. aye. today went to play ball for awhile.. den tat seamus arh.. disturb me like hell. aye. no wonder la. take after his DEARR! stupid agnes.. stupid seamus. haha. ayes. but very fun to be wif them. hehs. anywae.. i shall stop here. yupps. ayes. juz wanted to say again! I LOVE MY DEARR TO BITS!![dearr*: one day we muz go and watch starrs together ok. aye. sorry. i everytime can't go out and all tat. sorry! but i still love u! muz do ur hmk ok. stop watching tv and playing com. haha. *muacks* love u!]
Y 10:22 PM
