heellooo..?? erm.. my short term memory..? hello?? are u there?? erm.. i TINK it's abt time u kick in like around.... NOW!!!
StM. sTm. stM. Stm. sTM. STm. StM. sTm. Stm. sTM. STm........
are u done?...
nopes.
are u done yet??
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i'm WAAAIII-TTTIINNGG!!!
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FINEE! be tat way! useless Short Term Memory. sheesh. only kicks in when i dun want it to kick in. sheesh. gonna be mean to u and make sure i remember EVERYTHING! every itsy-bitsy small thing. HMMPH! tat will show u. Muahahahaha.
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oh. damn. now i'm gonna haf a big headache trying to remember wat i haf to remember when i usually dun remember wateva i'm supposed to remember. now... how exactly do i remember wateva i dun usually remember and i always dun seem to remember wat i'm supposed to remember?? awww.. shucks!
Y 5:19 PM
okok. sorry for the previous entry. i was juz damn pissed and all tat. haiz. so much crap happening. nothing juz dun seem to come my way. haiz.. i guess i wasn't meant to like him. haiz. maybe i should juz forget ALL abt him and juz concentrate on everything else under the sun except for all this. tat sounds good rite. can concentrate more on studies.. but it sure is damn hard to do.i like him alot alot.but why must this all happen?
Y 10:13 PM
YAH! I AM MEAN! I AM BAD! ya ya. fine. i mean not say ppl who biang other ppl or dun even say thank you for a present are mean la. NONononono.. i am mean. yes yes. i am mean. WOW.
lou.. how could u be so mean huh? how could u be so mean as to say wat u not happy abt? u are like DAMN mean la. ppl biang u and all tat is ok wat.. angry for wat? sheesh u are like the MEAN-EST person alive.TIU ARH!!! once happen.. nevamind. twice happen.. NEVAMIND! third time.. TAT'S IT! still dare to say i am mean. YA! fine i am MEAN.. i am MEAN and ANGRY! u want to change plans.. fine. ok. tell me the nite before la. i might be pissed.. but at least u told me. BUT u DUN BLOODY HELL tell me on the day itself.. and assume tat i am a-ok wif it la.. and i BET u didn't remember tat we were supposedly had plans on tat day. TIU! TIU! TIU! TIU! TIU! argh. so pissed.. okaes. calm down. ok. done. i'm ok.. i haf no idea wat to do wif *YOU*. seriously. i give up. u want to go and rob the bloody store. GO! i dun care. really. go and follow wat he does. I DUN CARE ANYMORE. as long as u dun involve me.. I. DUN. CARE. really. go and try to cut open the can wif ur teeth. go. try. it's like the "coolest" trick. ya. really. go. i mean.. at the most u cut open ur mouth wat. NO BIG DEAL WAT!!!!! tink u damn smart la. really. go and follow him. DRILL IT INTO UR THICK HEAD! u are becoming an ah lian. really. i won't bluff u. if u like urself tat way. ok.. it's ur life. nothing all of us can say. it's wat u want urself to be. i really dunno wat to do already.. AYE! HECK! it's ur life.. not mine.
Y 9:18 PM
*HE* is sooo cute! *HE* is soo adorable! *HE* is soo.. totally out of my reach. aye. DAMN. aye.. too bad.
Y 11:54 PM
Sitting in the park where I dwelled..
For this boy I loved so well.
He took my heart away from me, Now he wants to set me free.
I saw a girl on his lap..
He says things to her he neva said to me.
I ran home to cry on my bed.
Not a word to mummy was said.
Daddy came home late tat nite. He looked at me from left to rite.
He saw me hanging from a rope..
He took his knife to cut me down. And on my dress a note was found: "Dig my grave,
Dig it deep.
Dig my grave,
From head to feet.
And on the top place a dove.
And remember this..
I died for love..."
aye. quite sad arh. found this in an e-mail. i like the rhymes. haha. ok.. finee.. i'm insensitive. haha. oh damn. need to go. haha. i forgot i gotta go. now i remb wat i forgot. haha.
Y 11:47 AM
Strumming my pain wif his fingers. Singing my life wif his words.. Killing me softly wif his song, Killing me softly wif his song. Telling my whole life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song. I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style and so I came to see him, to listen for a while. And there he was.. this young boy, a stranger to my eyes. Strumming my pain wif his fingers. Singing my life with his words. Killing me softly wif his song.. Killing me softly with his song.. Telling my whole life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song. I felt all flushed wif fever. Embarassed by the crowd. I felt he found my letters.. and read each out loud! I prayed tat he would finish.. but he juz kept rite on.. Strumming my pain wif his fingers.. Singing my life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song, Killing me softly wif his song. Telling my whole life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song. He sang as if he knew me.. In all my dark despair. And den he looked rite through me.. as if I wasn't there. And he juz kept on singing... Singing clear and strong. Strumming my pain wif his fingers. Singing my life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song.. Killing me softly wif his song.. Telling my whole life wif his words. Killing me softly wif his song.......
aye. i'm addicted to this song. haha. soo nice. yupps. muz go and listen. ok.. maybe it's juz me who likes it. haha. oh well. hmm. okaes. haf a new science tuition.. like finally la. hope tat it will help me. oh. ya. agnes.. and my new best fren are in the tuition. haha. it was actually my best fren who intro-ed [intro-ed?] us to it. haha. went for the first lesson on wed. haha. the teacher was quite good. went thru the whole qns and made us take notes. the class was quite small. but den.. the ppl are REALLY noisy and loud. haha. really. but funny ppl. haha. aye. i dunno wat to do.. haiz. i dun wanna tink anymore. but i haf to tink. but den i get this bigg headache when i tink. and den i start tinking of unpleasant things. and den my heart goes.. "OUCH!" and den my head gets tat headache again. yupps. haha. aye. weird ol' me. oh well. tat's wat makes me special rite? hahahaha.
Y 6:48 PM
aye. i finished quite a few papers already. haiz. i tell u.. i can't seem to get into tat exam mood. wat happens when i get my papers.. and see tat i failed all? wat will i say to my parents? haiz. i dunno. i will deal wif tat when the time comes. anywae.. i dunno. this few days i'm going hyper. dun ask me why. at least it's better den moping around. haha. anywae.. i'm stuck on quite a number of songs. haha. dunno why. attraction? hahaha.. aye. can u tell i am hyper? haha. anywae.. hmmm.. i got nothing else to say. aye. haha. oh well.. next time la. haha. okaes. tat's me signing out! ta-ta!
Y 1:33 PM
