they say tat if u love somebody.. u should tell them before it's too late. but wat happens if u tell them.. but they dun feel the same way u do.. or they haf another person in their life? den wouldn't it be better not to tell them in the first place and save tat heartache? haiz. i dunno. maybe it's better to forget them totally. haiz. sometimes i try to look on the bright side.. even though it's totally unreal.. i will tink of something tat will make me feel better. but it's soo fake i find it hard to believe too. like sometimes i will tink tat the reason he doesn't wanna come is cuz of the other person. like when i ask him out.. he will say who is going. and den when i tell him.. he will suddenly say. oh i dun tink i can go. something like tat. but den again.. i always tink too much and haf an over-imaginative imagination. and like i said. i gotta make myself feel better. anywae.. these days being feeling really hyper. and den today i felt the after effects. u noe the stoning.. the depressive feeling.. the lethargic-ness. haha. oh well.

Y 6:13 PM

whee... can i tell u. i am suppppeeerrr hyper today. haha. went to play ball and suddenly i was going crazy. haha. really i tell u. like.. i started dancing around cuz it was H-O-T! and den i started laughing to myself and driving agnes crazy. haha. like... we were talking abt something and den she said "YEAH RITES." and den i was like.. "yeah i am rite". and we started arguing abt the sarcastic-ness la. she said "it's sarcastic" and i said.. "well how am i supposed to noe it's sarcastic? u didn't put the [sarcastic] at the back of ur sentence" and den she said "WOMAN! u dun haf to put the sarcastic at the back of the sentence! u juz hear from the tone!" and guess wat i said! hahahaha. i said.. "oh finee.. den i am TONE DEAF!" haha. wat?! i told u i was hyper. haha. WHEEEEEeeeee... oh mann.. i am feeling the after effects of hyper-active-ness.....

Y 11:46 PM