Monday, September 19, 2005
f*ck myself.
dunno wat the hell is wrong wif me.
why can't i juz dun haf this fickle-ness in me?
why can't i juz stick and be happy wif one guy?
why can't i juz haf a long r/s instead of constant short ones?
why can't i stop hurting ppl?
why can't i juz stop hurting myself?
why WHY WHY?
i guess...
if i knew why..
i would be in RGS.
wouldn't i?
i guess..
tat if i didn't haf this fickle-ness..
i wouldn't be me.
-forgetting the old times
trying but i can't.
Y 1:38 PM
i tink i get myself into trouble.
me and my fickle-ness.
i really want *him*..
but i am missing kenneth.
WHY??
i dunno.
damn.
-forgetting the old times
Y 1:27 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
why did i let him go?
someone who was so good to me?
i dunno. i muz be mad.
muz be the same mental illness tat infected my brain when i went to cut my hair short.
-should i try to forget the old times?
i miss the june holidays.
where we always go out.
the suppers, the going outs, the "reconciliations"
dun u miss them too?
Y 4:21 PM
