whee! i played ball today. sooo fun. haha.
i love playing ball.
basketball rocks.
but i kinda suck at it. haha
tat sucks. haha
oh well.
improve!!
after o's everyday play! haha
-forgetting the old times
Y 7:44 PM
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside my head, all I do is hide
I wish tat it would juz go away
Wat would u do..
if u knew, juz wat would u do?
All the pain I thought I knew.
All the thoughts lead back to u
Back to wat was neva said.
Back and forth inside my head.
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable.
Come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone..
All by myself.
I need to get around this.
My words are cold,
So are my actions.
I don't want them to hurt u
If I showu, I dun tink u would understand,
Cuz no one understands.
-forgetting the old times
Y 11:54 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
But it's time to face the truth..
...
I will never be with you.
"wishes and dreams do come true."
whoever said tat was a liar.
i bet he/she has a long pinochio nose now.
serves him/her rite for bluffing.
-forgetting the old times
Y 5:23 PM
why do u keep doing this to me?
we were very close.
very!
like brother and sister..
it was ok to tell me abt it.
but u noe almost everything tat goes on.
but yet.. now.. everything is changed.
i can't tell u anything now.
u want us to be like normal.. as before.
but how can we do tat when u keep saying those kind of things?
i dunno wat to do anymore.
i am really sorry if i keep hurting u.
but.. i am really sorry to say this.
i dun tink we can ever be together.
i do love u.
but only as a brother.
i want us to go back to the times when we were very close.
when we met for breakfast.
tat time when we argued abt the different fones and the fone company.
the times where u make me stay up and talk to u.
tat time when u had to pose as my very tall brother.
tat time when u came to my house wif our little frens.
though we only knew each other for a little while..
there were soo many fun things tat happened.
but tat's all gone.
if we could juz forget abt wat u said...
do u tink we can go back to those times?
i hope so...
let's try.
-forgetting the old times
but i still want u.
Y 5:01 PM
