Thursday, December 28, 2006
I will try not to hurt the ppl i love.
I will not let the ppl i love hurt me.
I will try to control my spending.
I will be nicer to my brothers.
I will study harder.
I will LOSE weight.
I will not be soo self-centred anymore.
did i say i will lose weight?
I will try to go to church more often.
Someday when my crying’s done
I’m gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool but ‘til then darling you’ll
Never see me complain
I’ll do my crying in the rain
Y 3:28 AM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
i'm just gonna let go.
wateva ok.
when u feel like it, call me.
when u feel like it, msg me.
when u feel like it, ask me out.
there's no diff.
tat's wat i've been sitting ard for.
u love me..
den show me. prove it.
if u dun den just tell me la.
is there a point to making me wait ard.
jus waiting for u to msg me, call me or meet me.
i've reached the point where there's this numbness in me.
it's to the point where tinking of u just makes me feel tired.
juz make my mind go blank.
juz want to make me curl up and close my eyes,
wishing tat when i opened them, everything will be ok.
but tat's not how it works rite?
i love u so much.
if only u could see tat.
i dun want to be taken for a ride.
i dun want to be used as a fling.
dun lie to me.
dun tell me u love me if u dun.
dun say u miss me when u are not even close to having tat feeling.
maybe i am unreasonable, or over-dramatic, or too sensitive, or controlling or wateva.
but this is how i am.
i'm sorry.
but i just can't take it alr.
all i want to noe is how u feel.
truthfully.
please.
Y 10:03 PM
