I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly caresand brings you closer to me.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.


You say: "I can't do it"
Jesus says: You can do all things

You say: "I feel all alone"
Jesus says: I will never leave you or forsake you

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
Jesus says: I love you

Y 3:24 AM

YAY!

MUMS bought HARRY for me (:

'ARRY! haaarryyy! 'ARY! hairy! HAR-RAY! HARRY! (:

two submissions down!
2 more to go!
two presentations down!
3 more to go!

YAY! HOLS ARE COMING!

Labels: HARRY POTTER

Y 1:57 AM

Y 2:13 AM

Labels: dont feel like talking

Y 8:44 PM

hermoine granger was tall ; harry was not.
malfoy and cedric diggory was hot ; potter & weasley was not.
dolores umbridge is an irritating piece of dolores crap.
the centaurs were f-ugly.
the book was exciting ; the show was not.

Labels: harry potter was disappointing

Y 12:35 AM

i am ADDICTED!

HAHA!
**click addicted!**

Labels: play it

Y 4:13 AM

i'm so bored.

there's nothing to do online.

i've visited all the sites i needed to visit.
gmail. friendster, my blog, BSC blogs.

& cause i am so bored, i also visited,
TP WEBSITE (omg!)

did you know that they are setting up a NEW diploma?
DIPLOMA IN PSYCHOLOGY!

haha. retarded.

anyway. did you know BUSINESS has the most diplomas?
yups. neither did i.

okay. i'm going to entertain myself.

HOTMAIL HERE I COME!

Labels: officially entered LOSERville

Y 1:11 AM

aiyaiyai.

i'm supposed to be concentrating on my projects...

but here i am. haha. shitass. haha.

tsk tsk. vulgar lou vulgar. okok.

erm.. POOPDONKEY. hahaha.
i bet 3/4 of you all wont get that. haha.

WOLS!
&for all the poopdonkeys that do not understand that.
it means SLOW!

haha. ok. i think i am losing it.
HAHA.

MY EYECANDY SIGNED UP FOR NDP!
WHEEE-NESS!
HAR HAR!

Labels: crazyness

Y 1:08 AM

i'm dying in sch of boredom and loads of irritation that is slowly seeping out.

i am being a bitch. seriously.

Labels: attitude problem alert

Y 6:17 PM

Labels: big girls dont cry

Y 2:33 AM

i hate regrets. & i am scared of them.
let me explain.
ok wait. i am lazy to explain.
sorry. dont feel like educating you all today.
haha. whatever.

anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOK GUAN! :)
haha. oldie.

my cam is spoiled. ):

i'm damn sad.
someone buy me a new camera pls?

Labels: does it make a difference to cry

Y 1:46 AM

Labels: it's just AN infatuation

Y 11:05 PM

i feel like crying.
but big girls don't cry.

Labels: i just want to sleep and never wake up

Y 1:13 AM

yay-ness.
FINALLY went for mass with glenn.
missed churching with him.
haha.
i've decided that he is ANNOYINGLY TALL,
while he has decided that i am FREAKISHLY SHORT.
haha. but i seriously think he shld shrink abit then he wont make me feel sooo short. haha
hmm. but i think we wont be churching anymore since he has soccer after church next week onwards.
sighs. sighs. sighs.
oh wells. i think i need to look for a new church partner. ):

anyway. went to nadia's house for project.
omfgoodness.
I LOVE HER HOUSE!
it's damn nice la. like WOW!
and her room is decorated soo nicely.
her dogs are damn cute too. haha. serious.
i shall own a dog when i get my own house.
later on me, nadia & jamie went over to AMK Hub & met matt.
was supposed to watch movie..
budddd.. me the lovable one didnt have money. HAHA!
so we just went for dinner where we debated over Pepper Lunch or Subway.
we settled on MosBurger. haha.
so we sat there & chatted.
actually.. half the time they were laughing at me,
the other half we spent arguing with each other.
after that joel joined us. hahaha.
i swear.
they all just kept laughing at me. ARGH!
LET ME ANNOUNCE ONCE & FOR ALL..
i have RARE STUPID moments ok!
hahaha.

anyway. i've decided that i am too violent.
soo i am gonna cut down on being violent.
i'm not gonna pinch, hit, whack or anything else to anyone.
unless of course you hit me first & so on la.

aye. jo-an's blog song has started to make me EMO. again.
i've been a real meanie this past few weeks
& i cant stand myself for it.
i just hope i can change back for the better.
cause right now i am like the INCREDIBLE HULK.
like BOOM! easily change into this big ugly horrible short monster.
the INCREDIBLE short HULK.
sighs.

Labels: ms freakishly short

Y 1:34 AM

I SO WANT A CAR THAT CHANGES FROM THIS

TO THIS!

omgoodness. TRANSFORMERS was awesome.
i swear. i thought it was a total guy show..
but omg!
it was damn nice.
& i soooo want to watch it again.
likeeee. YAAAAA!
i love the cars!
i love the robots!
i love the way the cars change to robots!
i love the way the robots change to cars!
i love how the AUTOBOTS are soo protective!
I LIKEEEEEEEEE.....
hahaha!


ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINETTE! (:

i swear. the whole world is at ZOUK tonight.
i'm not part of the world.
haha.

Labels: i want a car that can drive itself and protects me

Y 2:18 AM

aye. i think i've become a damn bad person.
it's like recently, i've developed this damn bad attitude problem.
& i am really scared that it wont go away.
it's like.. the LITTLEST thing can make me pissed.
& i cant even control the irritation & anger from my voice.
i think i need to enrol into some anger management course.
it's making me feel damn bad..
& just saying sorry all the time isnt gonna help much.
SORRY EVERYONE FOR MY LOUSY ATTITUDE!

Anyway. my skin has gone from bad to worse.
my eyes are disgustingly horrible.
my cheeks have some bites from where i have no idea.
my skin on my face is like RED.
and to top it off..
I'VE GOT TWO MANY PIMPLES POPPING OUT!
someone up THERE doesnt like me much.
i think it's cause i havent been going to church & praying.
GLENN!! faster! i need to go to church. hahaha.

OH! haha.
yesterday CK was communicating thru the walkie talkie and asked..

"attention everyone using the walkie. please tell me the meaning of TIU LEI LO MO."

& Ming answered..

"well. TIU actually originated from this old cartoon called The Smurfs. Their theme song actually goes like this, -sings part of the smurf song- tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu.
so TIU LEI LO MO translated means... ask your mother watch smurfs."

HAHAHAHA. me & jo-an laughed like madddd la. hahaha. it was damn funny.
budddddd.. i tried telling Abby about it..
& she was like... that was soooo not funny. hahaha.
i think there's this thing with me & jokes.
we dont go along well together.
all my jokes are so not funny.
hahaha. whateverrrr.

Anyway. i owe alot of pictures.
and i owe Agnes Lau Qi Ling birthday celebration & present.
and Tiffany Joanne Hendricks too.
and soon to come... Linette Lupcheong Tai.
andandand.. my girlfriend, Apple Lo Wan Ping.
andddd.. i think that is all.

okok. soon soon. i'll get them all done.

friday, movie-ing with my best friends.
saturday, 4/5 gathering.
sunday, church-ing with GLENN. ** high possibility that this wont be happening**
HAHA.

Labels: give me time

Y 2:54 AM

fcuk.
my eyes and face is screwed up.

Labels: doctor doctor

Y 12:14 PM

fcuk.
my eyes and face is screwed up.

Labels: doctor doctor

Y 12:14 PM

crap.

they made my song into a 30 seconds preview.

i need a new song.

Y 12:38 AM

28th June
HAPPY BELATED TIFFANY HENDRICKS! (:

AGM is over.
SPSS submitted.

finally.

nearly broke down.

Anyway.
i think i owe my group mates alot.
serious.
they are super understanding.
like how i always miss project meetings due to BSC stuff,
but they are always like.. oh, it's ok.

sighs.

ineedmoresleep.

Labels: sleep

Y 12:14 AM