today we had our PHANTOS MAKE-OUT SESSION (PMS II)didnt really want to go at first,BUT.....promised GIDDY-ONS & GLENN & WAN that i'll go.haha. havent been to much empire outings laa.& super thankful i didnt miss it la.hahaha!though i havent been around PHANTOS much,i felt the BOND-ness. haha. like a string that was labelled BOND was tying us together.HAHAHA! funnyy. ANYWAY,our make-out session was PHAN-tastic please. the water games and all.uber duper fun!maybe FO is not gonna be so bad after all.haha. feeling a wee bit excited for camp.(: (:OMGOODNESS CAN I TELL YOU!i was damn hungry just now la.haha. JERYL boy has never seen me eat so much before. after the mas GL cheer thingy, i (sort of) rushed to Whitesands to meet the boyfriend.for the FIRST time i KNEW exactly what i wanted to eat.BIGGGG MAC!YES! i was THAT hungry. plus i ordered cup corn too. HAHA.i cleaned out E V E R Y T H I N G.including those itty bitty fries.and in the end,i felt satisfactor-ily full. HAHA!OK! i'm going to sleeeeeeep!i've got a damn hot boyfriend (:
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i swear ar, BSC SL CAMP '08 is the hottest thing on blogs now mans.HAHAHA!everyone's like blogging about it(including me too!)from the participants to the sub comms to the main comms.MY TURN NOWS!haha. okayy. so my role for SL camp was FA.CAESION was the name of my group.haha. i thought the name was DAMN nice at first.but ar... it's DAMN hard to make cheers with balls.ANYWAY,i was realllllllyyy apprehensive about being an FA cause..well.my voice is kinda this small.& i dont know,it's like what Serene says, FEAR. and a t e a s p o o n of shy-ness.haha.seriously speaking, my emotions and stuff kept fluctuating the whole camp.when i first saw my list, i was.. satisfied?cause i had people like bimbo hui, tat, caleb, nic, jessie etc.but then when i started the ice-breaking,i kind of had a mind block and froze.i seriously didnt know what to play/do. & to have like 29-30 people waiting for you to come up w/ SOMETHING,i felt damn stressed suddenly. then due to this, everyone was like.. ermmmmms. sooo...& seriously, i felt like i was making a fool out of myself in front of people who had experience in FA-ing & ice-breaking stuff, like tat & jessie. i uber stressed out & demoralised at times that i threw up. =/BUT,the outcome of the 3 days was great & priceless.i may not have been a good FA, but i did have a great group. (:i really have to thank TAT YI for guiding the group & taking care of them at times when i could not/did not. (:& a big thanks goes to JESSIE for trying to hype the group up with games and stuff. & for encouraging the group to always do better. (:& definitely a BIG thank you to the rest of the group.for making CAESION what we are.for coming down for the camp.for stepping up to leadership roles when the time needs you to be.for being participative and enthu whether you are made to roll around in mud/smashing your face into a bucket of disgusting food mix while poking your tongue & nose around to look for items, or when you are made to get soaking wet or run around Tampines in the hot sun. I'M SUPER PROUD OF YOU CAESIONS! (:haha. i know i said that many times during the de-brief.but somehow when i said it out, i felt it didnt convey the PROUDNESS i really felt.i wished i had taken more time @ the debrief.really. i seriously have so many more things to say.like really heart2heart stuff.but.. i think my shy-ness & nervous-ness crept up on me again. oh wells. hope you guys can read this & know that when i say i'm proud of you, I MEAN IT!haha. i think i'm like the only retard who gets damn excited & happy when their group wins,THIRD!hahaha!but really!our 1st day results we were THIRD.. from the bottom up.2nd day was damn disheartening with a last finishing of 8th place.but we chiong-ed the 3rd day,& came out THIRD at the end! (:haha. i can actually pinpoint the most happy moment in the SL camp.it was when after the results were announced,& i got of stage cause they were gonna do the final mass dance.& CAESION came around me and started cheering cause we were all damn happy we did so well!hahahaha. i swear, just remembering that moment can make me tear. hahaha! mushy mushy.GOOD JOB TO ALL!
to the PROGRAMME team who took the risks & made this a new & exciting camp.
to the LOG COMM the
sai kang warriors.to FOODMIN who, without them, we would've STARVED.
to DIN & MAYBELLE for commanding this camp.
lastly, to all MAIN COMMS for putting their everything into this camp to make it happen. (:
ANYWAY,i think i better go & sleep soon cause i told JERYL boy that i'm sleeping.oh yes.i seriously missed my boy while i was at camp.FOW & FOC how how how? hahaha.i'll think of something tmr when i'm not so tired anymore.GOOD NIGHTS!ohh ohh.BIMBO HUI wrote this on her blog! :"Thank you Loulin for being such a great FA :D
Really damn good & nice FA.
I ♥ Loulinnn :D"(: gonna smile HAPPILY in my sleep! (:
just say you love me for the rest of my life.
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